Filia sum Dei - Yuliana Tjauw

A friend of mine just posted a status on FB saying that,

“A farewell is a part of God’s plan which would enhance the maturity of me and you”

Sayings, quotes, song lyrics, and other soothing words out there seems like competing each other to state that a farewell is a gate to a happy ending story.

I’d rather to see a farewell as a kind of option that sometimes should be chosen. I’m sure that there’s no one would ever choose that option for no reason.

Despite all of possibilities that could be happen after a farewell..

Good or bad..

Happiness or sadness..

Togetherness or loneliness..

What must be done should be done.

Normally, it would be so hard for someone to let go of something he/she owned.

Deciding to let go is also so tough and hurtful. Yet it takes a great courage to make such decision..

Farewell isn’t an end, it’s a start of something new..

Though “The hardest thing is to choose between your heart and mind”, I believe that everything happens for a reason.

Farewell, my puzzle piece..

It’s been a while since the last time I hang around the tumblr.

I stopped blogging and put all of my energy focusing on my first career opportunity, both as an employee and entrepreneur at the same time. Also, not forget to mention… I have to finish the closure of one of the ‘milestones’ of my academic life, the thesis!!

Ahh.. New things always interesting and challenging, but the more you get involve.. The more you step into it.. More and more.. Trust me, the less the interests of which you would feel.. Especially when you meet obstacles and routines.

Interests that I felt at the beginning now turn into exhaustion..

Yea that’s human nature, never satisfied for anything..

Ups, downs, raise, fall, right, wrong..

Everything becomes an unspeakable mixture, the Creator’s mysterious design..

Anyway.. I’m not the kind of religious person, but I do know few things for sure..

“I need to be GRATEFUL for whatever I have”

“I have Jesus as my SAVIOR, I shouldn’t live relying only on my own self. But instead, relying on His hand and keep doing my best. Because human gets tired but He will never be even for a sec”

As an old saying said “ORA et LABORA”.. “Pray and Work”..

Yea, even if at this time I feel a little bit overwhelmed for my ‘responsibilities’ and also the DEADLINE of my thesis :(

I should keep my fire on and work harder and harder to achieve my goals.

FIGHT!! JIA YOU!! GANBATTE!!

Special thanks to my dearest friend - the one who is incredibly, amazingly, fantastically complicated in every way - to cheer me up, make my flame become a little bit bigger than ever before :)))

Will be super busy for the next few months with the real world..

Gonna stop blogging for a while :(

C ya soon!! I hope that soon won’t be long..

I’ll be missing u, dear tumblr :*